Kelantan Trip

这几天我和一班朋友去Kelantan 玩。这是我第一次去Kelantan。其实那边没有什么特别， 但我们玩得很开心。那里的食物很便宜。这个Trip 最辛苦的是yoyo. 我们真的很感激他。第一天，我们大概1.00pm 从 KL ( LCC ) 乘搭飞机去Kelantan。大概45分钟，我们就到达了Kelantan 飞机场。然后 yoyo 就带我们吃午餐。但那个餐厅没有什么特别。吃饱了过后，yoyo 带我们去参观各种个样的神庙；有睡佛，站佛，坐佛。那里的神庙很特别。全部的神像都很大。到了大概 7 点多，我们就去KB Mall买我们BBQ的食物。然后我们straight away去吃晚餐。yoyo带我们吃泰国餐。那里的食物很特别。我从来没有吃过这样的食物。尤其是蜜蜂。真的很 geli. 但xp吃到津津有味。最好吃的是Tom Yam 汤。吃饱了过后，我们就回yoyo家。我们8 个人睡在一个房间。

到了第二天，yoyo'mom准备了早餐给我们。最好吃的就是Kari Ayam。 我很喜欢那个味道。然后准备好，我们就去resort. 我们还没有去resort 之前，我们要买碳和火踵。Kelantan 真的很难买到火踵。我们用了差不多1 个小时才找到火踵。真的浪费我们很多时间。到了那个resort, 感觉有点失望。因为那个房间很肮脏。但没有办法，一定要住。其实我们要去Terengganu Resort 但那边已经满了，所以没有办法要留在Kelantan. 到了晚上我们就BBQ. 那里的海滩很肮脏。实在另我太失望了。但我们大家都很enjoy.

第三天，没有什么特别。因为Kelantan 没有什么地方玩，吃了午餐，yoyo 带我们去。。。 我不懂那个地方叫什么。但很特别。那里会散发出一种味道。然后我们再去参观神庙。我们在小摊口吃青饭。那味道怪怪的， 但很特别。在这个Trip， 我们一直吃而已。大概6 点多我们就吃晚餐。我们也是吃泰国餐。那里的食物很好吃。每一样菜都是辣的， 我们吃belut, Donat 虾，鱼，Tom Yam 汤，一道菜，pandan 鸡，等等。我们8 个人吃，只需要RM120多。真的很便宜。

我们拍了很多很多的照片。这几天真的很高心。我希望next sem 还有这样的机会。

我真的不懂怎样解决我的问题？？

我一直问我自己

到底现在我要的是什么？？

我自己也找不到答案。

有时侯真的很希望有个肩膀可以让我靠一下，

我真的希望可以。。。

“ 依靠着你的肩膀，有风的味道也有雨的沧桑，为我去过了远方”

但想像中比做的很难。

有些事情是我们无法控制的。

Actually wat means of 'fate'?? can anyone tel me the answ?? sometimes i really felt veli confused. izit know each other then also can cal fate?? God really likes to play me. Give chance to me, then take back my chance. When i don need the chance, then give back the chance to me again. I'm lost again. Why wanna make my life so complicated? i just wan a simple life and happy always. Last time, me everyday also smile. but now i really cant make it..... This song i felt veli nice and quite suit me.

不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
歌手:郑源

柔柔的晚风轻轻吹过
我的心情平静而寂寞
当我想忘记爱情去勇敢生活
是谁到我身边唱起了情歌
当初的爱情匆匆走过
除了伤口没留下什么
你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候, 用你的双臂紧紧抱着我
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给予我快乐
那过去的伤总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多那虚假的承诺
让我为爱再次后悔犯下的错

Finally

Finally finish my final exam..Now having my holiday. But this holiday not veli enjoy cause need to work. This 2 month me also no update my blog,mayb this is good for me. because i just will write my blog when i feel sad. From the day i finished exam until now, i also veli busy. Wed after finished my exam, straight away go Sing k wif my coursemate. Tat day i veli tired cause me whole night no sleep and study my statistic but when exam don know how to do also. Around 5 something, we go Mid valley meet weiling, sunny and pei qi. We took our dinner at Mid valley Kimgary. Then around 9 something back cyber celebrated wei ling birthday. Thurs morning back home. Finally can back home le cause me 2 weeks no back home. Miss my 'baby jessie' veli much. But back home also cant take rest. Afternoon bring my sis cut hair then at night celebrated my grandma'birthday. Tat time i really veli tired. Next morning, went Melaca fetch my sis. Sat and Sun work at Low yat. I tot today i can rest at home. but also cant. Early morning fetch my cousin go 1 Utama meet their friend. Look like i'm a driver. Then 5 something go 1u again and fetch them back. Hope start from 2molo i can take some rest. Tat day sat and sun, Low Yat got camera fair. i saw a camera quite nice ''OLMPUS FE280''. U wait me... i will buy u soon.. hahaha....

Finally i can forget all the unhappy thing. This 2 month my mood is getting better compare to last few month. I told all my thing to him adi. Actually me early adi wan told him, but i don know how to say. Nowday, me and him less comtact adi. Mayb this is a best solution to solve our problem. i don wan my relationship become more complicated. i hope he really can happy always. I believe he sure will forget me 1 day.

For u ( w.k ) '' i know u done many thing cause of me, u r good guy, mayb just i don know how to appreciate only, i believe 1 day u sure can find a gf better than me and know how to appreciate u, sorry... u no need do so many thing de.. u do so many thing just will make me sad only..cause i know i hurt u deeply.. sorry..... and wanna thankz u.. Date wif u so long, i really learn many thing.. thankz you veli much...'' 'i'm here to wish u happy always and become a successfull ppl in future.

I wish all my friend also can happy always and happy holiday. Hope u all enjoy ur holiday.. miss u all ... especially my lovely honey 'wern'..... take good care......