Thursday, August 23, 2007

一个人的生活

一个人很辛苦,
什么都得自己撑,
‘‘开心或难过,惊吓或纳闷,兴奋或害怕”
虽然说是有家人朋友在身边,
但还是有一个人的时候。
更何况有些安尉,是家人朋友都无法给到的。
当我一个人的时候,我会想很多。
我会回忆回这几年发生的事情。
很多事情都让我从那个过程中学习。
我真的长大了。
回忆回我当初刚刚进中学的我,还是很单纯的。
那时候思想还不够成熟。
人渐渐的长大,就会面对各种各样的烦恼。
很多事情都要自己去解决。
逃避不是一个解决的好办法。
以前的我会选择逃避。
我以为我逃避,一切的事情都会解决,然后我会当作没有发生过。
但我现在发现到原来逃避只会让人活在痛苦的世界里。
我们要勇敢的去面对。
我们要将最好的回忆留在我们心中,永不忘记。
然后将不好的回忆当成一种教训,以后重不犯错。
一个人生活
歌手:林凡
叶子在窗外轻爷人行道没有行人,
走过镜子里的我很不像我。
自从你离开了,
我变得很软弱你的影子在每一个角落,
好像是在提醒着我少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞。
我想我可以习惯一个人生活,
我想我可以假装不曾爱过,
冰的夜里让眼泪温热我,
感觉如果要走谁能说no 。
我想我可以习惯一个人生活,
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺,
爱你怎么会是这个结果,
爱情是个梦而我睡过头。

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Disappointed and Angry...

I really felt veli disappointed and angry now. I don know why he suddely will become like tat?? i got did anything wrong?? I use my heart to treat him as my bro. but he suddely treat me like tat. i really don likes his attitude. He is a emotional ppl. I really don know wat he thinking now. Yesterday he suddenly send those msg to me. '' ask me i got thing to say??'' then said ''cant tahan my siu jie pi hei''??? i got wat siu jie pi hei to let him tahan?? He just my bro or my close friend.. not my bf... i no give any face to let him see... i really don know wat he means? i don know why he cant straight forward.. Somemore he stil throw my lovely Esprit cap.. tat cap i bought at Mahkota... the cap is so important for me.. its bring me many sweet memory.. but now.... the cap no belong to me anymore.. i really felt veli sad..... I know last time my attitude not veli good, somemore easy angry ppl... but i adi changed all my bad attitude.. but finally stil got ppl say me siu jie pi hei..... sometimes i really will think... izit i really so bad... until all the ppl also cant accept me....

THis sem i really felt veli stress... mayb sub i also don know.. i cant catch up all my study... i think all my midterm also going fail.... today when i took the statitic result.. i really felt veli disappointed.. cause my statistic paper fail adi... i really don know how to sit for my final... continue like tat... my CGPA just will keep on drop only... haiz... i think i really need to study hard.......

Thursday, August 2, 2007

Study == Tired


Today whole day also felt veli tired. After Class, walk back home. So cham..... but luckly got chester walk wif me.... If not me more cham.... This evening cleaned my room. This week is my duty, no choice, although tired but also need to do it. After tat, start do my revision for 2molo exam. From 3pm something study until now ( 2am )... Just finish do my revison... but some i stil not really understand. The advance managerial statistic quite hard, somemore lec and tut also don know how to teach. 2molo exam sure don know how to do... sure die wan. But i really wish i can score this sub. Now 2am something, but i stil haven sleep. 2molo stil 8am class. I hate thurs class. I felt tat my housemate sunny quite geng wan. although 2molo morning she 8am got exam, but she stil can play around, walk here walk there, chatting.... really pui fu. Felt veli tired now... going to sleep soon......

All my friend... all the best for mid term exam... Jia you!!!