This few day no time update my blog tim..

now 55 update 1...

huh....felt veli tired now

early morning woke up and drive back to cyber...

Just reached cyber..

then used 2 hour to clean up my room..

yesterday no sleep well..

disturb by my puppy "jessie"...

she so naughty.......

woke me up....

and wan me bring her go downstair xuxu and ng ng...

haiz~~~~~~~~

if not my sis early morning got class, i also won't so early back cyber..

hate cyber.......hate cyber......

~~~to be continue~~~~

Yeah~~~

finally finish exam adi....

today exam quite hard, some i also don know how to do..

scare will fail tim....

today whole day also at scool.....

settle all my add course thing..

really veli tired now...

going to rest a while.......

to be continue~~~~~

Finally finish study all the chapter...

but stil not confident...

veli veli tired now..

going to sleep..

2molo stil need to woke up early....

scare over sleep tim...

hope i do well in supp paper..

all the best......

SleepZzZzZzzzzZZzzzzzzz!!!

Boring and tired~~~~

haiz...

really veli boring..

Finance market this sub really going to kill me soon..

now start feel stress adi...

Normally when scool reopen, i also will feel veli happy..

but this time..... just will scare, boring and tired.......

and keep on study, study and study!!!!

Going to mad soon.....

i feel sleepy now..

but cant sleep cause haven finish study....

how lei???

i don wan so fast meet zhou gong lei.....

haiz... need to continue study again....

~~~to be continue~~~

Boring la.. study ... study... and study.....

yesterday disturb by 1 crazy guy..

make me cant sleep well......

just now go see lec, but see adi just like no see only.

ask her question just like no answ my question only..

haiz.. waste my time, and waste my petrol...

the lec LCLY...

BLeh~~~~~~~~~~~

This few day also worked.

Really felt veli tired.

veli boring la... after work stil need to study!!

haiz...

really veli bad luck.

tues need to take supp paper again!!!

First time take supp paper.. quite scare now..

i scare fail again...

if fail adi, stil need to see the lec again...

don hope to see the lec again...

the lec really veli ma fan wan...

" si lau gu po"

study hard, study hard, study hard!!!!

Kelantan Trip

这几天我和一班朋友去Kelantan 玩。这是我第一次去Kelantan。其实那边没有什么特别， 但我们玩得很开心。那里的食物很便宜。这个Trip 最辛苦的是yoyo. 我们真的很感激他。第一天，我们大概1.00pm 从 KL ( LCC ) 乘搭飞机去Kelantan。大概45分钟，我们就到达了Kelantan 飞机场。然后 yoyo 就带我们吃午餐。但那个餐厅没有什么特别。吃饱了过后，yoyo 带我们去参观各种个样的神庙；有睡佛，站佛，坐佛。那里的神庙很特别。全部的神像都很大。到了大概 7 点多，我们就去KB Mall买我们BBQ的食物。然后我们straight away去吃晚餐。yoyo带我们吃泰国餐。那里的食物很特别。我从来没有吃过这样的食物。尤其是蜜蜂。真的很 geli. 但xp吃到津津有味。最好吃的是Tom Yam 汤。吃饱了过后，我们就回yoyo家。我们8 个人睡在一个房间。

到了第二天，yoyo'mom准备了早餐给我们。最好吃的就是Kari Ayam。 我很喜欢那个味道。然后准备好，我们就去resort. 我们还没有去resort 之前，我们要买碳和火踵。Kelantan 真的很难买到火踵。我们用了差不多1 个小时才找到火踵。真的浪费我们很多时间。到了那个resort, 感觉有点失望。因为那个房间很肮脏。但没有办法，一定要住。其实我们要去Terengganu Resort 但那边已经满了，所以没有办法要留在Kelantan. 到了晚上我们就BBQ. 那里的海滩很肮脏。实在另我太失望了。但我们大家都很enjoy.

第三天，没有什么特别。因为Kelantan 没有什么地方玩，吃了午餐，yoyo 带我们去。。。 我不懂那个地方叫什么。但很特别。那里会散发出一种味道。然后我们再去参观神庙。我们在小摊口吃青饭。那味道怪怪的， 但很特别。在这个Trip， 我们一直吃而已。大概6 点多我们就吃晚餐。我们也是吃泰国餐。那里的食物很好吃。每一样菜都是辣的， 我们吃belut, Donat 虾，鱼，Tom Yam 汤，一道菜，pandan 鸡，等等。我们8 个人吃，只需要RM120多。真的很便宜。

我们拍了很多很多的照片。这几天真的很高心。我希望next sem 还有这样的机会。

我真的不懂怎样解决我的问题？？

我一直问我自己

到底现在我要的是什么？？

我自己也找不到答案。

有时侯真的很希望有个肩膀可以让我靠一下，

我真的希望可以。。。

“ 依靠着你的肩膀，有风的味道也有雨的沧桑，为我去过了远方”

但想像中比做的很难。

有些事情是我们无法控制的。

Actually wat means of 'fate'?? can anyone tel me the answ?? sometimes i really felt veli confused. izit know each other then also can cal fate?? God really likes to play me. Give chance to me, then take back my chance. When i don need the chance, then give back the chance to me again. I'm lost again. Why wanna make my life so complicated? i just wan a simple life and happy always. Last time, me everyday also smile. but now i really cant make it..... This song i felt veli nice and quite suit me.

不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
歌手:郑源

柔柔的晚风轻轻吹过
我的心情平静而寂寞
当我想忘记爱情去勇敢生活
是谁到我身边唱起了情歌
当初的爱情匆匆走过
除了伤口没留下什么
你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候, 用你的双臂紧紧抱着我
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给予我快乐
那过去的伤总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多那虚假的承诺
让我为爱再次后悔犯下的错

Finally

Finally finish my final exam..Now having my holiday. But this holiday not veli enjoy cause need to work. This 2 month me also no update my blog,mayb this is good for me. because i just will write my blog when i feel sad. From the day i finished exam until now, i also veli busy. Wed after finished my exam, straight away go Sing k wif my coursemate. Tat day i veli tired cause me whole night no sleep and study my statistic but when exam don know how to do also. Around 5 something, we go Mid valley meet weiling, sunny and pei qi. We took our dinner at Mid valley Kimgary. Then around 9 something back cyber celebrated wei ling birthday. Thurs morning back home. Finally can back home le cause me 2 weeks no back home. Miss my 'baby jessie' veli much. But back home also cant take rest. Afternoon bring my sis cut hair then at night celebrated my grandma'birthday. Tat time i really veli tired. Next morning, went Melaca fetch my sis. Sat and Sun work at Low yat. I tot today i can rest at home. but also cant. Early morning fetch my cousin go 1 Utama meet their friend. Look like i'm a driver. Then 5 something go 1u again and fetch them back. Hope start from 2molo i can take some rest. Tat day sat and sun, Low Yat got camera fair. i saw a camera quite nice ''OLMPUS FE280''. U wait me... i will buy u soon.. hahaha....

Finally i can forget all the unhappy thing. This 2 month my mood is getting better compare to last few month. I told all my thing to him adi. Actually me early adi wan told him, but i don know how to say. Nowday, me and him less comtact adi. Mayb this is a best solution to solve our problem. i don wan my relationship become more complicated. i hope he really can happy always. I believe he sure will forget me 1 day.

For u ( w.k ) '' i know u done many thing cause of me, u r good guy, mayb just i don know how to appreciate only, i believe 1 day u sure can find a gf better than me and know how to appreciate u, sorry... u no need do so many thing de.. u do so many thing just will make me sad only..cause i know i hurt u deeply.. sorry..... and wanna thankz u.. Date wif u so long, i really learn many thing.. thankz you veli much...'' 'i'm here to wish u happy always and become a successfull ppl in future.

I wish all my friend also can happy always and happy holiday. Hope u all enjoy ur holiday.. miss u all ... especially my lovely honey 'wern'..... take good care......

一个人的生活

一个人很辛苦，

什么都得自己撑，

‘‘开心或难过，惊吓或纳闷，兴奋或害怕”

虽然说是有家人朋友在身边，

但还是有一个人的时候。

更何况有些安尉,是家人朋友都无法给到的。

当我一个人的时候，我会想很多。

我会回忆回这几年发生的事情。

很多事情都让我从那个过程中学习。

我真的长大了。

回忆回我当初刚刚进中学的我，还是很单纯的。

那时候思想还不够成熟。

人渐渐的长大，就会面对各种各样的烦恼。

很多事情都要自己去解决。

逃避不是一个解决的好办法。

以前的我会选择逃避。

我以为我逃避，一切的事情都会解决，然后我会当作没有发生过。

但我现在发现到原来逃避只会让人活在痛苦的世界里。

我们要勇敢的去面对。

我们要将最好的回忆留在我们心中，永不忘记。

然后将不好的回忆当成一种教训，以后重不犯错。

一个人生活

歌手：林凡

叶子在窗外轻爷人行道没有行人，

走过镜子里的我很不像我。

自从你离开了，

我变得很软弱你的影子在每一个角落，

好像是在提醒着我少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞。

我想我可以习惯一个人生活，

我想我可以假装不曾爱过，

冰的夜里让眼泪温热我，

感觉如果要走谁能说no 。

我想我可以习惯一个人生活，

在记忆里面擦去你的承诺，

爱你怎么会是这个结果，

爱情是个梦而我睡过头。

Disappointed and Angry...

I really felt veli disappointed and angry now. I don know why he suddely will become like tat?? i got did anything wrong?? I use my heart to treat him as my bro. but he suddely treat me like tat. i really don likes his attitude. He is a emotional ppl. I really don know wat he thinking now. Yesterday he suddenly send those msg to me. '' ask me i got thing to say??'' then said ''cant tahan my siu jie pi hei''??? i got wat siu jie pi hei to let him tahan?? He just my bro or my close friend.. not my bf... i no give any face to let him see... i really don know wat he means? i don know why he cant straight forward.. Somemore he stil throw my lovely Esprit cap.. tat cap i bought at Mahkota... the cap is so important for me.. its bring me many sweet memory.. but now.... the cap no belong to me anymore.. i really felt veli sad..... I know last time my attitude not veli good, somemore easy angry ppl... but i adi changed all my bad attitude.. but finally stil got ppl say me siu jie pi hei..... sometimes i really will think... izit i really so bad... until all the ppl also cant accept me....

THis sem i really felt veli stress... mayb sub i also don know.. i cant catch up all my study... i think all my midterm also going fail.... today when i took the statitic result.. i really felt veli disappointed.. cause my statistic paper fail adi... i really don know how to sit for my final... continue like tat... my CGPA just will keep on drop only... haiz... i think i really need to study hard.......

Study == Tired

Today whole day also felt veli tired. After Class, walk back home. So cham..... but luckly got chester walk wif me.... If not me more cham.... This evening cleaned my room. This week is my duty, no choice, although tired but also need to do it. After tat, start do my revision for 2molo exam. From 3pm something study until now ( 2am )... Just finish do my revison... but some i stil not really understand. The advance managerial statistic quite hard, somemore lec and tut also don know how to teach. 2molo exam sure don know how to do... sure die wan. But i really wish i can score this sub. Now 2am something, but i stil haven sleep. 2molo stil 8am class. I hate thurs class. I felt tat my housemate sunny quite geng wan. although 2molo morning she 8am got exam, but she stil can play around, walk here walk there, chatting.... really pui fu. Felt veli tired now... going to sleep soon......

All my friend... all the best for mid term exam... Jia you!!!

Happy Birthday = Honey & sis

My honey.. wern wern

My sis....

August 01 is my honey and sis birthday...

haiz... cant celebrate wif them.

i really hope i can go melaca celebrate honey'birthday.

but too bad, this thurs got statistic exam, so cant go.

I know honey around 2 years adi, between this 2 year, we also will celebrate wif her wan.

Hope this year, she really enjoy it.

I felt abit disappointed for cant celebrate wif her tim.

sorry...honey.......

''honey... dai gou lui lo..... must shang shang xing xing ar...''

i'm here to wish u ''happy birthday'' and ''may ur dream come true''

Beside tat, honey... i wanna thankz u....

When i got problem, u sure will beside me and support me.

i really happy got u this 'Lovely honey'......

Muakzzzz...............

honey... cheers up... ok???

Don think too much adi....

The thing adi over just let it over ba...

We cant look back, we just can look for future..

Today is ur birthday, be happy....

*Happy Always*

蘇格拉底与失戀者

古希臘哲學家蘇格拉底想看看21世紀的世界，但一來到人間就見到一位年輕人，這位年輕人茶飯不思，精神萎靡，其狀甚哀。

蘇格拉底（以下簡稱蘇）：孩子，為什麼悲傷？

失戀者（以下簡稱失）：我失戀了。

蘇：哦，這很正常。如果失戀了沒有悲傷，戀愛大概也就沒有什麼味道。可是，年輕人，我怎麼發現你對失戀的投入甚至比對戀愛的投入還要傾心呢？

失：到手的葡萄給丟了，這份遺憾，這份失落，您非個中人，怎知其中的酸楚啊。

蘇：丟了就是丟了，何不繼續向前走去，鮮美的葡萄還有很多。

失：等待，等到海枯石爛，直到她回心轉意向我走來。

蘇：但這一天也許永遠不會到來。你最後會眼睜睜地看著她和另一個人走了。

失：那我就用自殺來表示我的誠心。

蘇：但如果這樣，你不但失去了你的戀人，同時還失去了你自己，你會蒙受雙倍的損失。

失：狠狠地傷害她，我得不到的別人也別想得到。

蘇：可這只能使你離她更遠，而你本來是想與她更接近的。

失：您說我該怎麼辦？我可真的很愛她。

蘇：真的很愛？

失：是的。

蘇：那你當然希望你所愛的人幸福？

失：那是自然。

蘇：如果她認為離開你是一種幸福呢？

失：不會的！她曾經跟我說，只有跟我在一起的時候她才感到幸福！

蘇：那是曾經，是過去，可她現在並不這麼認為。

失：這就是說，她一直在騙我？

蘇：不，她一直對你很忠誠。當她愛你的時候，她和你在一起，現在她不愛你，她就離去了，世界上再沒有比這更大的忠誠。如果她不再愛你，卻還裝得對你很有情誼，甚至跟你結婚，生子，那才是真正的欺騙呢。

失：可我為她所投入的感情不是白白浪費了嗎？誰來補償我？

蘇：不，你的感情從來沒有浪費，根本不存在補償的問題，因為在你付出感情的同時，她也對你付出了感情，在你給她快樂的時候，她也給了你快樂。

失：可是，她現在不愛我了，我卻還苦苦地愛著她，這多不公平啊！

蘇：的確不公平，我是說你對所愛的那個人不公平。本來，愛她是你的權利，但愛不愛你則是她的權利，而你卻想在自己行使權利的時候剝奪別人行使權利的自由。這是何等的不公平！

失：可是您看得明明白白，現在痛苦的是我而不是她，是我在為她痛苦。

蘇：為她而痛苦？她的日子可能過得很好，不如說是你為自己而痛苦吧。明明是為自己，卻還打著別人的旗號。年輕人，德行可不能丟喲。

失：依您的說法，這一切倒成了我的錯？

蘇：是的，從一開始你就犯了錯。如果你能給她帶來幸福，她是不會從你的生活中離開的，要知道，沒有人會逃避幸福。

失：什麼是幸福？難道我把我的整個身心都給了她還不夠嗎？您知道她為什麼離開我嗎？僅僅因為我沒有錢！

蘇：你也有健全的雙手，為什麼不去掙錢呢？

失：可她連機會都不給我，您說可惡不可惡？

蘇：當然可惡。好在你現在已經擺脫了這個可惡的人，你應該感到高興，孩子。

失：高興？怎麼可能呢，不管怎麼說，我是被人給拋棄了，這總是叫人感到自卑的。

蘇：不，年輕人的身上只能有自豪，不可自卑。要記住，被拋棄的並非就是不好的。

失：此話怎講？

蘇：有一次，我在商店看中一套高貴的西服，可謂愛不釋手，營業員問我要不要。你猜我怎麼說，我說質地太差，不要！其實，我口袋裏沒有錢。年輕人，也許你就是這件被遺棄的西服。

失：您真會安慰人，可惜您還是不能把我從失戀的痛苦中引出。

蘇：是的，我很遺憾自己沒有這個能力。但，可以向你推薦一位有能力的朋友。

失：誰？

蘇：時間，時間是人最偉大的導師，我見過無數被失戀折磨得死去活來的人，是時間幫助他們撫平了心靈的創傷，並重新為他們選擇了夢中情人，最後他們都享受到了本該屬於自己的那份人間之樂。

失：但願我也有這一天，可我的第一步該從哪里做起呢？

蘇：去感謝那個拋棄你的人，為她祝福。

失：為什麼？

蘇：因為她給了你份忠誠，給了你尋找幸福的新的機會。

說完，蘇格拉底離去了。留下的路便由這位失戀者自己去走了。


A friend share this article, i felt tat quite nice, so just wanna share wif u all. although it squite meaningful, but how many ppl can understand it and implement in real life?? Talk is always easier than do it. i wanna share this article cause i wan to soothe who fall down; guide who those wanna get up or who are stil in love. i hope its can help alot....

i know this 2 month happened many thing. some of my friend feel sad and down. i hope after u all read this article, u all can cheers up.

cheers... gal......